| Been a while. |
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I decided to change things up a bit and actually post on here!
It's crazy where life leads you. When I fell in love with John Bear, I never once thought that I would give birth. Here I am less than 2 months away from being a mother. I wont lie, it's a bit nerve racking. But I have no doubt in that fact that John and I will be a great pair to raise this child. After 7 months of the baby hiding, we recently found out it's a boy. We really had no problem picking out a name. Emmet Van Hugg is due December 3rd. Pure rockstar.
Pregnancy is a lot harder than I ever thought. It's definitely challenging. From the hormonal turrets I have acquired to the physical pain I have endured for over half of my term. I sometimes feel bad for John that he has to deal with how emotional I am. But then I think of what I'll have to go through and I don't feel so bad anymore haha.
My shower is October 25th and I am excited to put the final touches on the nursery. Landon's old baby clothes are a life saver.
This whole thing has definitely let me know who my real friends are. And who is just there to kick you when you are down. Good riddance.
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| A glass house |
[03 Oct 2008|01:23am] |
There was a young girl who lived in a glass house.
Alone she was, fright ruled over all emotions.
Her walls were forced open,
Many walls shattered into a million pieces.
She locks her doors and hides herself again,
Lock the doors, she has her sanity to maintain.
The glass house was no more,
For around the glass, there was now a strong stone wall.
Her glass house was now a fortress,
She would do anything, you see, to end the pain upon her chest,
Anything at all to make the pain subside.
She dies away on a corner of her fortress,
Knees pressed to her chest, rocking back and forth as she cries.
As solitude begins to fill her now with despair,
For the first time she opens her doors to let in the fresh air.
But past the door there is more than she bargained for,
A prince charming in blue she had never seen before.
Without notice, the young girl fell in love,
The ground bellow her shattered and moved.
She let him in, there was no harm after all-
She felt that to this man she could give her broken soul.
But she was blinded by love you see, overtaken by the desire of companionship-
In her mind this is what she needed, this rocky relationship.
She gave everything to him,
She didn't know chances of this to work were slim,
You see, never did he once give anything in return,
He just broke the glass walls from inside of her home.
She hid away once more, convinced that there was no one she could trust.
There was only one thing she knew for sure, to protect the glass walls was a must.
the doors were locked, alone she was again,
Stone and now steel, along with the glass, now separated her from the world.
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[03 Sep 2008|04:00pm] |
I keep getting bothered to update my journal so here it is.
John and I are back together, again. I am in the process of moving in with him. Which is awesome. I love him.
If you need your hair done let me know and we will make an appointment to get it fabulous!
I hope you are all doing well.
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I feel fantastic.
I love this girl!
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| Long while. |
[19 May 2008|01:35am] |
Life is as good as it can be.
At least I know who is genuine and who is flawed.
That may sound bad. I don't care.
I went to the river yesterday. I am sun burnt but it was so fun.
I should try to update this more often.
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[01 Nov 2007|10:18am] |
You can't see it too well but my Vampire costume turned out really well.
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| Home sweet home....yeah right! |
[28 Oct 2007|03:45pm] |
I want to be back on the beach!
Mexico was fun, but it was too short.
I dislocated my shoulder on the banana boat ride we went on. Everyone flew off and of course, I was the only one to get hurt haha.
But I am okay. I had to relocate it myself in the water. Of course I yelled haha, everyone thought I was dying.
I didn't get burned though! Which is amazing.
And I got a lot of awesome jewelry and a new dress. YAY! :D
Well, back to reality.
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[21 Oct 2007|12:32pm] |
So I got a job at Chicago Avenue Hair Studio.
I like it for now. It's not somewhere that I see myself a year from now, but it's always easier to find a job when you have a job.
But yeah, if you need your hair done, let me know and I'll make an appointment with you. :D
Someone call me! I'm bored.
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[17 Oct 2007|12:46am] |
I GOT A NEW PUPPY!
His name is Patches and he is a Jack Russel Terrier/ Shetland Sheepdog mix.
He has a tiny head and a long body. He is super soft and cuddley.
I love him!
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[11 Oct 2007|05:18am] |
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DISNEYLAND!
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| Sorry, another long time no post. |
[08 Sep 2007|11:15pm] |
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So I have graduated school, finally. Just waiting to take my State Boards.
And I GOT A NEW CAR! Woot! No more loser cruiser.
Since I have graduated my life has been relaxing but not as relaxing as I would have hoped. I'm lonesome so I think that comes into play... I am constantly on the go.. I think it's so I won't notice that I am lonely haha.
Kevin was in town for the past week. It was nice to see him. Caught up and such. I love him to death, but I don't think I would be able to see him on a daily basis anymore. I think the long distance friendship we have now is perfect for us. I think we get on each others nerves...haha.
So now I have no school and no job for a couple weeks, everyone should call me and see me before my life gets hectic again. :D
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| 07 isn't a lucky year. |
[27 Jul 2007|11:01pm] |
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I know I only post to complain, but at least I'm posting.
Lets break it down.
In July alone...
- My car was totaled
- Just got into another accident this morning with my Grandmothers car which I am borrowing until I figure out my car situation.
- In total, I have had 8 seizures.
- Found out I have ANOTHER month until graduation. Now set around the 28th of August.
- And to put the icing on the cake, John broke up with me.
May not seem like a lot but when you have stressful situations nonstop in your life for half a year. It gets a but old.
On a brighter note I am going to be the face of my school.... Okay not really. They want me to be the model for their advertisements and such. All of which won't be out until after I graduate, but it is still cool to try out.
August 11 is America's Next Top Model in Phoenix. My friend Ashley and I are
SO going. Maybe we'll be on the reject outtake on tv. HA!
Well I hope all of you are doing better than I am haha.
Have a good night.
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[03 Jul 2007|01:04am] |
On vacation and look what I did to myself. Oh well. Going to Venice tomorrow.
Lost 10 more pounds. YAYA!
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[25 Jun 2007|09:40pm] |
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Colorado is looking better and better.
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[02 May 2007|01:35am] |
Alli and I did a picture fest.:D
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| Seizures, not fun. |
[23 Apr 2007|11:18am] |
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I had my first seizure in a year and a half on Saturday. The last one I had was in Raquel's car. Haha.This one was pretty big. Usually Seizures have, in laymen's terms, after shocks, where your body tenses and convulses. You are still conscious...just out of it and unable to say anything. Well.. usually I only experience one of these. But this time I had four. And the first two, I wasn't aware of. Which kind of scares me because I don't want this to come back into my life.
I feel okay now. I am a little weak still which is unusual, but I am going to take it easy today. School tomorrow. Hopefully I don't have anymore episodes.
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[21 Apr 2007|12:16pm] |
That pool was 41 degrees in that pool. No joke. Fucking freezing.
And yes, Alli is in a bikini. :D
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[11 Apr 2007|07:33pm] |
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I am so in love.
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[04 Apr 2007|11:53pm] |
So I found an older picture of me. And ever so sloppily put it with the newer picture. So if you want to see, go ahead. If not, move on. :D
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